January 24th-25th

I've decided to do a weekend post. Weekends are busy...
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I am a freakin' stupid idiot.
The weekend was going well enough. I got lots of sleep and woke up at around 10. I got on my dad's laptop and planned my lesson for Church on Sunday. I got a bit distracted and messed around on tumblr for a bit. Then I watched Merlin with my sister on Netflix.
I accidentally pressed the back button and exited out of Netflix, and to get back in you need to know the password. So all three sisters got mad at me.
Then the little sisters left and I was watching Once Upon a Time with my other sister on her Chromebook. One of the episodes ended in the middle (we were watching it on YouTube). I grabbed the computer from her to search the rest of the episode. She grabbed it and we were fighting with it and and .... i broke the screen.
I'm stupid. To replace the Chromebook it's $300. To buy a new screen it's $100. Her school wants you to buy a whole new computer. I want to buy a new screen and fix it at home...
But anyway. I got in really big trouble and cannot be trusted with technology anymore. Because breaking my sister's flimsy computer on accident means I'm going to break everything I lay my hands on.
I've discovered that I take better care of things when they are only my own. When I finally got my own room it was always clean and tidy. When I shared with my sister our room was always messy, when I got my own room it was always clean. If I had my own piece of technology then I wouldn't want hers and I would take good care of mine. .... Just some thoughts....
The rest of Saturday was spent getting yelled at and finishing my lesson.
Oh yeah, I also started a new drawing. It's going to be huge. I'm using up 12 pieces of printer paper. It's a drawing of Neverland, and I'm going to write "Never Grow Up" somewhere on it. My inspiration for the piece was drawn from the rage of my mother, telling me how I need to grow up and be serious about life.
Fantasy is my life. It is what gives me hope. It is what makes me smile. Take away my fantasy and my magic and you take away my soul.
I will finish my Neverland drawing. And I will hang it in my room. And no one will destroy my happiness.

And Sunday... I had to go early to church to do a meeting with the Bishop because my birthday is coming up. Church was alright. I didn't get to do everything I had planned for my lesson because opening exercises went REALLY long. So that was disappointing.
It's been kinda a lazy day. My sister has been watching more Merlin and I've been on tumblr. There's a Stake fireside later today and I have to go. I'm hoping to see some people from school/seminary. That's about the day...
May magic live forever,
Alina